I might as well have....

Let me start this blog off with some quotes taken from wecravegames.com:

" LV is a habitual liar, so I never take anything she posts on here seriously"

 "I'd like to know how I'm a habitual liar. I've never had to lie on here."

"Your kid uploaded naughty pics of you. Still not buying it"

"I'm sorry you feel that way, but like I've stated before, I would never do that to myself. I can go over it all again and again but if you wont believe me, there's no point. All I can say is, that was the worst day I have ever had in a long time, nothing has yet to beat it. So much was going on at the time and then bam, someone magically posts it here after I had already deleted it off FB. Anyway, you have the right to believe what you wish. I just know a situation like that, I could never lie about. I wish everyone to know the truth about me because I hate when people assume. My friends think I'm ignorant for sharing my life here, but I don't see the harm, other than most of you hate me for who I am.

I'm not going to lie just so ya'll will like me. Fish, have you ever had something explainable but unbelievable happen to you? It hurts when no one believes you, at least it hurts me. But what can I do about it? Pull a JJ, yeah, well that's not me."




That said, you should be able to assume what kind of mood I'm in right now. I just wish people would believe me when I tell the truth, I NEVER lie on wecravegames, there's no need to lie AT ALL! Broanna (long story) ruined the trust there I guess. I want people to know I'm funny, cool, nice, etc. But they are not letting me, because they already have a theory on how and who I am, a filthy, ignorant, redneck who is a bad mother. They got all these assumptions from photos that look just slightly bad and opinions from other people, the herd mentality is strong in this group.

Today was supposed to be a good day, my mom is here. Today can still be a good day but I just wish he'd/them understand that I'm not a liar. I know you can't make everyone like/love you, but it'd be nice if they at least treated you with respect and understanding. They are quick to jump to conclusions, it's easier for them to see things that are not there and extort them than it is for them to see the truth and trust that person. Bullies, they just want to have fun and hate, but at what cost? Now, to conclude this blog, an excerpt from my FB:

"When you lie, everyone believes you but when you tell the truth, they think you're a liar. I swear, I just can't win for losing. My mom may be here, but I'm upset on the inside towards other people. I just want to be perfect and everyone's friend, but why kid myself? No one other than my family loves/likes/enjoys me."